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To say I'm exhausted is an understatement.
Lately I've been thinking a lot about up and stopping all medications that I'm taking, other than frustration I don't see that their doing anything for me.
*sigh*
I realize this would ultimately be a bad idea [really makes it no less tempting at this point]
I mentioned a little while back that I was on a new medication, not sure if I mentioned its name, it's called Zeldox, and its been causing me more aggravation than anything else lately. Unfortunately to be in any way effective it's required to be taken with food [not because it might upset the stomach, but because it's only half as effective--which is only 60% to begin with in pill form--without food] this wouldn't be as much of an issue if I had an appetite.
Thank you Concerta! it utterly kills my appetite, so I can feel myself 'crashing' but with thought of eating completely repulsive there isn't a bloody thing I can do to change that....not that if/when I can take the Zeldox the results last beyond a couple of hours.
I truly hate my body's ability to metabolize medications, this is the real core reason why nothing really works for me...and there isn't a fucking thing I can do to change that.
*fist shake*
Lately I've been thinking a lot about up and stopping all medications that I'm taking, other than frustration I don't see that their doing anything for me.
*sigh*
I realize this would ultimately be a bad idea [really makes it no less tempting at this point]
I mentioned a little while back that I was on a new medication, not sure if I mentioned its name, it's called Zeldox, and its been causing me more aggravation than anything else lately. Unfortunately to be in any way effective it's required to be taken with food [not because it might upset the stomach, but because it's only half as effective--which is only 60% to begin with in pill form--without food] this wouldn't be as much of an issue if I had an appetite.
Thank you Concerta! it utterly kills my appetite, so I can feel myself 'crashing' but with thought of eating completely repulsive there isn't a bloody thing I can do to change that....not that if/when I can take the Zeldox the results last beyond a couple of hours.
I truly hate my body's ability to metabolize medications, this is the real core reason why nothing really works for me...and there isn't a fucking thing I can do to change that.
*fist shake*